Yip yip yipee and all that good stuff! So life moves on and I should have posted a while back that I'm doing okay and not sitting in a pool of sadness all Precious Moment eyed. I am continually blessed by the Universe, but I've got this fear monster that hangs out with me sometimes and makes me forget that. I'm sure you understand.
Things are returning to "normal." I have a little crush, nothing to serious, I act like a goober when I talk to him and I trip on things when I make eye contact. I'm not very interested in pursuing anything at the moment, though. Not after what I went through. Before ex-ie I was open as can be, but currently I don't want to connect to another person in that way. Which is just fine and dandy with me.
I was feeling all sad about how things went down between him and I last week and that night I had a beautiful dream that started with him and ended up with crystals and a music circle. Sweet. It was rather vivid and intricate and I don't really want to get in to it at the moment. To sum up it was full of so many wonderful omens, relating to my friends, personal rebirth, and I believe my general state of being. It helped me realize that yes, all is right in my world and I have everything I need. Activation. I have to be active in my pursuits.
With such a lovely reminder of how wonderful and loving my friends are I thought what better way to celebrate their wonderfulness than to throw myself a birthday party! Yea! I'm taking a break from preparing my house to be partied in, I've made hummus and bought plastic cups and have lots of ice so hopefully it will work out great. I invited all the happy people I know so it should be a hum dinger. Even if it is lame I bought this fun game called Apples to Apples that I will force people to play if I get bored. I also have a cake I might decorate later on tonight but I would have to go out to get food coloring, and I just don't know if I'm up for that.
I was out all day getting supplies and that's the one thing I missed.
It's like Bob Marley said, "Every little thing, is gonna be alright."
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