I missed you

No more
love poems
displays of affection
no link left.
The movement
in my stomach
is unpleasant.
I am not
as cool
as I want to be,
always room for improvement.
No wonder you've been
distant.
How typically American:
drop a bomb
and walk away
like nothing happened.
I was out of the picture
after the first scene.
Everything is in
movie language
these days.
It's a theme
that won't shut up.