Find the Issue

There is doubt and fear
buzzing around annoyingly
inside my brain,
I give them the
stink eye
but it does little good.
They are defiant.
Lists I've made
are everywhere,
scattered about
my mind and
on little pieces of paper.
I've currently
misplaced them all.
On average,
it would appear
I'm dumbfounded.
I catch myself
carrying on
long dialogs
with myself.
I interview myself
on a number of different
topics- ranging from
fashion, education, global warming,
the importance of laughter,
and anything else I find of interest.
I've been wondering
the exact point of these
impromptu talk shows.
The conclusion I've come to
is that I'm making sure
my opinions are
well founded and researched.
Which I was assured
by myself
that they are.