Where do we go from here?

What I need to do is rent the musical episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer and sing the shit out of the song that recites that lyric. This is more of the same blither blather I keep dishing out, stop reading if you have heard it all before. Coming up with a decision right now is as easy as me finding a loving lover. That could be taken wrong. I'm not saying I need to have a lover before I can make a decision, what I mean is it's impossible. Either one seems to be a thing that will never happen. With all this change going on in the world surely, I think, should these things shift too. Surely.