Did you miss me, blog?

I missed you. I'm sorry for my absence, I just needed some "me" time, ya know? I have been busy with shows, and looking for jobs, and kinda bummed about being unemployed. But now, I'm not so much anymore cause unemployment is there for me. Unemployment has been here for me and is supporting me in my "darkest" hour. Which really didn't get so dark as it did grey. Yes, things have been rather grey. Or gray, if you prefer. A little tight on the purse, but not so uncomfortable that it stresses me out. I just don't go out anymore to movies or the bar, I don't buy shoes I don't need. I can't save and put more money to eliminate debt either, but I'm not drowning. I'm bobbing along the surface of the water.
Unemployment is helping me look at the world afresh. The world of possibilities is wide open. I could go down roads I've known before or I can take a completely different route I have never walked down. I would rather do the latter. So, I've been contemplating with my friend Unemployment about how I want to shape my life right now. Unemployment has some great ideas. I'm looking at the junior college right now to look in to computer courses and develop some skills. Maybe look in to management. I'm good at delegation. I could go do temp work, but I feel that endangers me to get stuck in a rut.
I fill out applications, I have bad interviews, but mostly I focus on enjoying the day. I also focus on being productive each day. Whether it be towards employment, house or self improvement.

I've been distant, but not far. I hope you didn't take it personally, blog. I'll always love you. I just needed some space.