Full Circle Peace

It has been 10 years since I've seen him. I had ended our relationship with coldness and cruelty. This was prompted by a low self esteem, depression, and yet a deep need for attention. What I did to him has been one of my few deep regrets in life. I found him recently online, the magic of the world wide web. I got to apologize, he got to vent, and we both flowed in to a conversation that has been rewarding. And I find myself at peace. I'm smiling with my whole body. A warm inner glow permeates throughout me being, and right now, I'm going to enjoy it. Because I don't always get to feel like this. It would be nice, but with this day and age being what it is, it seems an ideology. I'm glad he is back in my life.