Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Monkey Mind

I've been working on taming this Monkey Mind of mine. I'm on the last week of 40 day meditation. 31 minutes everyday. My mind will NOT shut up! I continually steer it back on course. Even though that Monkey Mind of mine is still running all over the place, at least it's getting a little direction.

I'm becoming distant from people. Not because I am depressed, but because I am reflective. I am turning inward to myself, searching for what is blocking my path. I am coming to terms with the fact that is where the obstacles are hiding. I am still looking to blame something else while at the same time I am diving deep for the answers. I am truly challenged, as Monkey Mind is very distracting, leading me down wrong paths and dead ends. Silly Monkey Mind. I must find a banana or shiny object to distract it.