Wednesday, October 04, 2006

In Motion

I instituted some change. The date to learn how to edit film? Friday. The massive disorganization that is taking over my house? Bring in my friend Toni the professional organizer, who delights in organizing. Who knew a fellow Aquarian could hold such fantabulous powers? We Aquarians are usually known for our world-loving flighty free spirits. I surprised a new friend with my zodiac sign: "You are so grounded for an Aquarian!" Perhaps I put on a very good act. Perhaps I've seen too much and have improved too much to not be completely aware that this moment is what counts. Not what I could be doing or what I haven't done so far. Oh yeah, and those boots... are MINE. I should have exercised today but my legs still burn from Monday. Strippers work hard to shake their asses. Just ask my quads. And no, mother, that is not a reference to a career change.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

I am myself

No one can take that from me. Well, accept God. No one accept God. Or me. I can take myself from me. Which I've been doing lately. I haven't found myself good company to be around lately. I also haven't found many people that understand why I would or could feel that way. But the truth exists. I'm procrastinating on stuff I WANT to do. There is no more room for anything but change. Perhaps it's time to open up and receive that change.